So last night shit hit the fan. After a painful, loud and difficult argument with my parents, and some big decision making on my part, I packed up everything I could and left my house to live with my mate Mackenzy. It wasn't supposed to be this way, this wasn't supposed to happen yet, but I need to make decisions for myself and I needed to get away from my parent's influences. I feel as if they're controlling me, and have too much of a hold on me. I needed to break away and do what is best for me.

I'm currently searching for a job, I'll be going on a leave of absence from college and trying to get my affairs in order. I don't want this rift to be permanent, I love my family, but I just need some space; and now that I can take that action I'm doing so.

Kerry: My biggest apologies for not being able to take you with me, as weird as that sounds. I promise I haven't forgotten you and we will see each other again. You're like a sister to me, and I love ya. I just gotta figure things out for myself right now.

So yeah, that's what's up. =/ All this may come as a shock to you all but I know what I want and I know what I'm doing. I need to stick to my decisions. My parents say I'm always welcome back, but I'm not sure I'll be going back for a while. I can't come and go as I normally would, dad has my key, but that's okay. I'm breaking out on my own for a change and that's all that matters. I'll miss my cats, and I'll miss my room and yes, I'll miss my parents even if we are disagreeing right now. This is my chance to better myself and take control of my life so I'm going to take it.