seriously! one wrong move and i revert to a crying, sniveling, angry, and depressed person for no reason! and it makes my stomach, acid reflux, stress on my mind and body just overload, and it takes a good week or three of taking my meds properly before it is normal again. i am so sick of relying on these little things to have a regular life (or as regular as i can be)! they are thousands of dollars every month (thank the GODDESS that i have med insurance)and they do do their job, but it is always up in the air. one mistake and i pay for it for like 3 weeks. seriously, it takes that long sometimes, and that is if i dont make any mistakes during that time.

i know i ma just depressed because of the after effects... sorry everyone... i just had to get that off my chest so i can keep what little sanity i have right now.

stupid meds.