Just a normal week for me, first week of youth symphony. And tommorow is the next rehersal, it seems like everything is zooming by really fast. Everything is going good, although tuesday or wednesday I accidentally ate almonds...they were in a tasty yogurt granola. It makes me very sad that I cannot eat tasty granola :( then on friday I ate macadamia nut, almonds, pecans, and walnuts. They were in a friggen sugar cookie *rants* so I had to take the dogs to the vet high on benadryl. No actually I didn't effect me till the ride home. Good thing I wasn't driving, I fell asleep and couldn't keep my eyes open even if I had wanted to.

Other than that i'm a little bit annoyed and ponderous about a certain friend. I admit I wasn't too keen on spending time with her after living together for two weeks. I think it was a little much for the both of us, maybe we weren't as similar as we had thought. She is much more energetic and needs a lot more attention it seems, and I couldn't keep up with her needs. She hurt my feelings a lot, and therefore I just wanted to rest after too much time away from home. Then her mate of a year or so broke it off between them. I didn't think it entirely unjust, he had his real reasons. They didn't get along very well, even though I know they loved eachother. For some reason I wasn't feeling very much like comforting her. After that I suppose it was guilt that I stayed away, but she's a lot different now...I think its possibly best that we are only ok friends. But then again we didn't even talk occasionally after once she came into orchestra crying. I had seen her only a few moments before laughing and it tends to make me uncomfortable when people change moods quickly (I had a very very bad boyfriend who was schizophrenic) There was probably a reasonable explaination, although she did cry when another girl hugged her ex boyfriend. I know she loved him a lot, but if it was me I would just avoid him entirely. So since I 'ignored' her she doesn't talk to me anymore. In some ways I'm irritated/hurt and in others I think its her desision what she wants to do with her life. I will not make an especial effort to hang out with someone who has made me nervous on many occasions...it just doesn't make sense.