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This is... not our finest moment
15 years ago
Vent journal: don't read if you don't want to
I'm fucking hating this week... It's finals week and the days of my 3rd and 4th block exams got pushed to next week thanks to all the snow days and the water situation (which no one told me about until AFTER I had a glass).
I've been ill, I haven't slept since Sunday, and I'm starting to hit that great depression again. I've been trying so hard to get some rest; I have taken melatonin (4 pills in one night, still doesn't knock me out), I've changed the sheets 3 times already, and I even tried the old thing I used to do when I was a kid by putting a cool cloth on my head. I wasn't able to take a shower for a few days thanks to the water pollution but I decided to just shower anyway. I'm red from boiling hot water but at least I'm clean, which made me feel A LOT better; but I'm still feeling like total shit... just sparkly...
I've also been having problems with people... a lot of them. It's starting to annoy the fucking hell out of me. I stay off messenger sometimes so I can avoid talking to people; yes now you know why I'm not online often. It's not everyone I'm getting annoyed with (those whom I do thankfully don't have FA) but it's a good majority.
But still, I just feel like avoiding people in general. Please no one take offence to this I've just been having problems... but I would appreciate that no one be around me unless I feel like it or ask it of you. I'm really not in a... "fun" kind of mood nowadays...
I could really REALLY use a break. I know I probably don't have any room to say that because I'm just a kid.. but in all honesty... I need a break.
Those feeling some kind of sympathy reading this or feel just sorry for me, I thank you but I'm not worth it. I just needed to jot this down somewhere since I misplaced my diary. If you really feel you should help me out, what I need is help finding a job so I can move out of my place (and if not that at least a plane ticket to go see my mate and use for other things such as cons and etc etc). Also really need to pay off for college...
For those who read this entry, thank you for taking the time to read it. You didn't have to but it's appreciated. Thank you.
I'm fucking hating this week... It's finals week and the days of my 3rd and 4th block exams got pushed to next week thanks to all the snow days and the water situation (which no one told me about until AFTER I had a glass).
I've been ill, I haven't slept since Sunday, and I'm starting to hit that great depression again. I've been trying so hard to get some rest; I have taken melatonin (4 pills in one night, still doesn't knock me out), I've changed the sheets 3 times already, and I even tried the old thing I used to do when I was a kid by putting a cool cloth on my head. I wasn't able to take a shower for a few days thanks to the water pollution but I decided to just shower anyway. I'm red from boiling hot water but at least I'm clean, which made me feel A LOT better; but I'm still feeling like total shit... just sparkly...
I've also been having problems with people... a lot of them. It's starting to annoy the fucking hell out of me. I stay off messenger sometimes so I can avoid talking to people; yes now you know why I'm not online often. It's not everyone I'm getting annoyed with (those whom I do thankfully don't have FA) but it's a good majority.
But still, I just feel like avoiding people in general. Please no one take offence to this I've just been having problems... but I would appreciate that no one be around me unless I feel like it or ask it of you. I'm really not in a... "fun" kind of mood nowadays...
I could really REALLY use a break. I know I probably don't have any room to say that because I'm just a kid.. but in all honesty... I need a break.
Those feeling some kind of sympathy reading this or feel just sorry for me, I thank you but I'm not worth it. I just needed to jot this down somewhere since I misplaced my diary. If you really feel you should help me out, what I need is help finding a job so I can move out of my place (and if not that at least a plane ticket to go see my mate and use for other things such as cons and etc etc). Also really need to pay off for college...
For those who read this entry, thank you for taking the time to read it. You didn't have to but it's appreciated. Thank you.
