last night i texted my mom to tell her i would be coming home today, Well i got a text back from her number and it was my brother shawn. he said she was in the hospital and didnt say anything else...I tried callin my uncle and he sounded a little fucked up...but he said she was in there cause her blood sugar and blood pressure were low and nothing else.

Well i got a call today from him and he told me the whole story...she had tried to OD on her medication and was foaming at the mouth when they went to check on her for her doctors apointment...well she is in the crossville hospital now...havent heard anything yet...but she did say to doctors that she tried to do herself harm on purpose. And my uncle more or less put the blame of it all on me -_- Said she was worrying about me getting my stuff and and getting a job and everything...she...i dont know...my nerves are shot...And now that this has happened I'm pretty sure we are going to be kicked out cause Human Services were already watching mom cause of shawn...and if they find out about this, which they will of course, the cops will be called in... The Landlord has clearly stated that if the police come in again for any reason we would be kicked out...I just can't get a break now can i?