it feels wrong cause its wrong to even give her the light of day

I would have to agree with Dach, ex's most of the time are not worth any second of your time, they only bring drama and other unwanted things into your life, some of them do it on purpose maybe hoping your life becomes chaos just like their life is, we would like to think they wont cause any damage to us and maybe to be nice to them weather it be feeling sorry for them or whatever..but it just never works that way, best to shrug them off and forget they even emailed you, they don't deserve any word from a beautiful vixen as yourself. *Hugs and snugs* tomorrow is always a new day, a fresh start and I'm sure you'll feel better. You're beautiful (i dont know you all too well but i'm sure its not just the outside that's pretty) and I think you know that ;P

Thanks sweetie, it's just so sudden because we were friends and now this? You are right though, I will feel better after some sleep.

Looks like someone has presented you with very bad news. I am not going to guess here, but leave it to you to decide if you wanna tell your daddy-bear or not.

I can just say that the feeling you describe is very familiar to me. I felt similar whenever i got my heart broken.

The very same as you described happened to me about two weeks ago. I got abandoned by a dear friend of mine, too.

*hugs Sari tightly*