You.
15 years ago
General
Captain's Orders If you're reading this, which I doubt you are, I'd just like to let you know that hey, guess what, you've won.
You got everything you ever wanted out of me. You got my heart, my soul. Every scrap of me that was invested in you in any way has been stripped out and fed to you.
And now I have to watch as you delightfully tell me everything I once treasured and loved no longer exists as a husk of it flounces about in an eerily familiar manner.
I don't think you care enough, but sometimes I wish you'd see how much damage you've done.
You cannot build something only to yank away it's foundations and expect it to just stand there as though nothing happened. You do that, it crumbles, it breaks and it collapses in on itself.
You made me feel like I was everything I could be, but perhaps I was a fool for ever trusting that connection, as it was thrown back in my face so casually.
If this doesn't make sense to you it's okay. It's not meant to mean a lot to everyone. Or anyone, really.
You got everything you ever wanted out of me. You got my heart, my soul. Every scrap of me that was invested in you in any way has been stripped out and fed to you.
And now I have to watch as you delightfully tell me everything I once treasured and loved no longer exists as a husk of it flounces about in an eerily familiar manner.
I don't think you care enough, but sometimes I wish you'd see how much damage you've done.
You cannot build something only to yank away it's foundations and expect it to just stand there as though nothing happened. You do that, it crumbles, it breaks and it collapses in on itself.
You made me feel like I was everything I could be, but perhaps I was a fool for ever trusting that connection, as it was thrown back in my face so casually.
If this doesn't make sense to you it's okay. It's not meant to mean a lot to everyone. Or anyone, really.
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I loooove you~