I really should up date this thing more often but this is just so ghetto but here's some crap that's my life. I just ended one of the darkest periods of my lifer but that's hear say and no one believes me so I'll just deal and sum it up as it was really horrible to the point that I'm slightly twisted from it. I'm just a cat that has problems that are kind of unusual and sound silly to anyone when explaining to anyone. Heh, I given up trying to relate to people all that I know is that everyone deserves respect, even though you sure as hell don't get what you give but then again there are times that I am surprised.