Weeeeeeell...yea...I finally snapped...after all the crap he's put me through I finally snapped...he yelled at my 4 year old nephew and I told him he couldn't do that, he got mad and told me to stay out of it and it wasn't my business, I said it was my business when he yells at my nephew like that...he told me to quit sticking my nose into it and that I better stop pushing him and then called me a little boy, that's where I snapped...stage 1...I got up and yelled that he was being and ass, he said I better quit it with the fucking attitude, I said he was the one with the attitude and he started it by making my nephew cry, he said if I was going to do something then do it....this time I actually did =/

I shoved him and he tripped and fell through the window...when he got up he started comeing torwards me, my parents always bragged he was a black belt and he hit me before, so when he came at me I just wailed on him...somehow we ended up from the window near the door to the back of the house near the hall closet and the bathroom, I remember it all, it happened fast, like a blurr, but I was aware of it all, I couldn't tell he was bleeding I just kpt wailing on him, he kept shoveing me back but he kept backing back whenever I landed a hit, all to the face...we finally stopped and he went and sat in his computer chair because my sister was calling the cops, I was standing in the middle of the room with my hands in fists and yelling for us to finish this...he was pulling out teeth...I walked outside and our nice neighbor asked if I was okay I said no and I was tired of this shit...I punched the ground...

when the cops arrived I told them everything and I was taking to the police department, after that I was takin to juve and put in a holding cell, finally my mother came and got me...apperently I broke his glasses in his face, punched his teeth out, gave him two black eyes and a really big goose egg swelling...I didn't mean to hurt him that bad I just snapped and lost my temper...I really didn't mean to...I gotta call the probation office and see when or if I have court...idk what's going to happen but my mother says I need to apologize and make peace so he doesn't press charges....at this point I really should...I'm not a child anymore, I'm 17 and a half, I can be trailed as an adult...I can't have this on my adult record...so as much as I hate him and wish him dead I gotta apologize and make sure he won't press charges...when I was put in cuffs he wanted me arrested for assualt....so...idk...I had to spend the night at a motel with my mother and my sister in a different room...I called dylan and he cheered me up and helped me forget about it like it never happened...but when I hung up I realized that what I done was still there...idk what is going to happen after I apologize to him...hopefully things go well...