So today, I didn't realize just how sick I really was, Im still sick but I realize now that I was talking to Serp, when he wasn't there. I wasn't asleep, I was fully awake but my fever was so high that I was hallucinating or something. Serp got home from work and called me on skype and I realized he was in england still. I actually thought he was here next to me. O.o He told me I fell asleep about two hours after he got home and I was talking in my sleep, telling him not to go and i was moving around alot shouting things and stuff like that.

I don't know what I have but I sure as hell hope no one else has to get it, it was awful, screaming migraine, stomach ache. whole body was throbbing with pain. I tried to get out of my bed to pee and i fell down knocking over my lamp and a few other things, had to crawl to the toilet :(

I was pathetic. I became coherent after my dad brought me some meds and some water just enough to type a journal then i went back into my state of lifelike dreams and pain. Woke up and took some other meds and typed another journal stating my pain was worse. but my sense of humor was back and i was watching youtube vids for about 20 minutes then back to sleep by that time I think serp was home talking to me.

basically im feeling a hell of a lot better but still ill and achy all over