Rosewolf once was my female mate but now I am not sure about her. I love the woman dearly God knows I do, but we still get in a lot of fights. The problem is I have schitzophrenia and can't do much about the flashbacks or the times when I fly off the handle and we get angry at each other. Then afterword one of us threatens to leave.
In a day we are friends again, because she needs time to calm down. I just don't like the fighting but at this point I don't know how to stop it because I can't change who I am. I am trying the best I can to change my ways but schitzophrenic flashbacks are something I cannot change, and she seems not to understand that although she has some herself.