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15 years ago
Why is no one trustworthy anymore? Seriously I think I know about 3 people who would not talk shit on people they consider their friends. Why are people so backstab-a-licious? No, this has been a horrible, rage-inducing pet peeve of mine since the wondrous, magical, mystical days of high school. Fuck, junior high, even. Maybe middle school, if I had a fully functional, rendering brain at that point. Which I'm pretty sure I did, and still thought it fucked up when in 5th grade 'Jennifer' was telling everyone I was gay behind my back.
Just... seriously, fuck everyone. Everyone should grow the fuck up. Stop thinking it makes you cool to be mean-spirited dicks that don't give two fucking shits about anybody but themselves.
I'm not trying to say I've never made fun of anyone behind their backs, but I honestly don't think any of those people have been FRIENDS of mine, nor someone who would EVER FIND OUT about it, nor say it to hoards of people who were THEIR friends where they would chronically have to unknowingly face that ridicule every time they were around said friends. Anything I've said negative about someone, friend or not, has been legitimately for good (maybe halfway vindictive) reason and/or light, benign humor.
How does one judge what is a good reason and what isn't? Use your fucking brain. You'll know the difference. Yes, people talk. But SOME people have good reason, and say it to one person only, and have to unload some anxiety and frustration. That's both necessary and understandable, perhaps unavoidable.
But being a vicious ass just to be a cruel, rotting core of a human being, go fucking die in a car-fire. Seriously.
Just... seriously, fuck everyone. Everyone should grow the fuck up. Stop thinking it makes you cool to be mean-spirited dicks that don't give two fucking shits about anybody but themselves.
I'm not trying to say I've never made fun of anyone behind their backs, but I honestly don't think any of those people have been FRIENDS of mine, nor someone who would EVER FIND OUT about it, nor say it to hoards of people who were THEIR friends where they would chronically have to unknowingly face that ridicule every time they were around said friends. Anything I've said negative about someone, friend or not, has been legitimately for good (maybe halfway vindictive) reason and/or light, benign humor.
How does one judge what is a good reason and what isn't? Use your fucking brain. You'll know the difference. Yes, people talk. But SOME people have good reason, and say it to one person only, and have to unload some anxiety and frustration. That's both necessary and understandable, perhaps unavoidable.
But being a vicious ass just to be a cruel, rotting core of a human being, go fucking die in a car-fire. Seriously.
As such, people who cause drama around me are ones who I expect to cause drama. >_>
Even though I am coming to expect it of people, it still hurts and is a bit jolting and upsetting when it happens. No one is really your friend, are they?
Real friends understand and care about you without you having to invest anything into them like gifts or anything. A real friend will do what they do just because the like you and care about you without expecting any kind of reward. Sadly.. many people are selfish, conceited, and just plain damned self-centered.
If anything though, I just stab people in the guts. They get to see it coming.
After a while it does not even bother me anymore, but I've remained friendly and open to anyone wanting to talk and etc.
Interestingly enough.. I've become a very strange mixture of pessimism and optimism. I don't trust anyone what so ever when I first meet them.. and then eventually trust them more later on.
Plus, I don't talk about personal issues or anything I don't want going around as a general rule of thumb. I don't even really complain to my friends. xD
It's the wall and the distance that keeps every A-hole from coming in and wrecking shop. =P
It's just that UURRRGHHHH it's STILL frustrating beyond belief >:|
You reach this point where its either just shutting down completely, or put up with getting bled dry just to hopefully find people that actually give a shit or at least don't knife you. ಠ_ಠ
I'm very live and let live. You do whatever you like so much as you're not infringing on other people's rights and happiness and all is well.
And I can't stand that kinda crap. Either be friendly to be an honest friend or be civil/tolerant. Unless something /needs/ to be addressed there's zero need to be a dick.
Yes, crazier. It's my belief that every one is a little bit crazy.
And yes, I constantly consider the hermit option :'| That want of mine is getting stronger and stronger....