I hate it when you feel great one minute and then you feel like complete shit the next. This has been happening all weekend so far and I freakin hate it!! I only got to go to school for 1 and a half days this past week cause of the snow and then my car not working. Friday my boyfriend picked my up early morning at took me to school, got me coffee, and cuddled with me all afternoon and night. He always makes me smile and makes me feel like I'm the most special girl in the world. Sadly he had to work today...which means major boredom for me.

But then my friend and I had plans to hang out but i couldn't cause i had no car. He got all pissy and was drunk when he called me. So we tried for today, but my car still isn't fixed and i told him that. He gets all emo and says he's not mad, which I think is bullshit. (I'M SORRY I HAVE A LIFE! HOW ABOUT YOU GO OUT AND DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE OTHER THAN SIT IN YOUR ROOM EVERYDAY AND SMOKE POT AND DRINK!!)

Thankfully, there was an upside of me staying home all day, I actually got my homework done for next week. Had a good time watching tv with me dad and cracking jokes with each other. Now for whatever reason I feel sad and sick to my stomach.....I like roller-coasters, but this is one I want to get off....NOW