I never thought this day would come that I would become a mother. In all my days spending time with that dead beat jerk of a boy friend, I resented the idea of having children. But now after spending so much time with Redsaber and falling head over hills for him every time he does something wonderful for me or treating me like I'm worth something special. I know that I've found the prefect man to stand by me to raise this family.

The pain alone when the moment finally came was awful. Your never really ready for things like this, not even after taking all those class and watch hour after hour of videos on the subjects. After about two hours into it I beg the doctors to give me some drugs, but even then, I have to say I was sweating a mile a minute. All that pain later turned into angry though and said some awful things about Red which I'm not too pleased with. But when I saw Red enter the room afterward, all those mix feeling melted away, and I couldn't have been more happier. You should have seen his face when I handed Andrew over to him, the poor lug looked so scared and happy in the fours years I've known him.

Well now we're home after spending two and half days in the hospital. Sweet Jackie happens to be an adorable 6 pounds 19 inches while Andrew surprisingly happens to be a whopping 9 pounds 20 inches. I can already tell that he's going to take after his father in terms of height, yet I'm kinding of hoping that Jackie doesn't follow after me because, as whether you want to think of as blessing or a curse every female in my family has grown large breasts. My own sister has to wear a E-cup bra while I have a DD-cup bra size, so I'm just a little worried for Jackie because I don't want her to go through the same problems that I had to deal with.