So I really haven't been around since 2011 began. There have been a lot of things happening lately and lot more on my mind. I've been working a lot lately never really getting any time to myself. What little time I do get however I've been working on commissions or trying to spend time with my family. Even though it's stressful I still manage. I have tons of finished commissions that I'll try to submit sometime. Just don't know when. I'm also thinking about posting some personal art. Though I don't know who still actively watches my account anymore. For those who do you guys rock! You don't know how much your opinions have helped me improve.

Anyways time for the important stuff.

With my birthday coming up this month I thought it was time to put some more thought into some things I've been wanting to for along time. I'll be 21 this year and I feel like its time I made this decision. I feel like it's time for me to be able to feel comfertable with myself. I've never felt right being a girl. It's always felt so unnatural to me. With everything that has happened to me over the last few years I truly despise the way I am. I don't like being a girl. I never liked being a girl even when I was little. I really don't know how to explain myself about this. I want to be a boy not a girl. I always wanted to but I've been to scared to do so. This year I want to change that. I'm going to change. I'm going to be who I know I am. I know this won't be easy but I want this. I want this more than anything. Right now I'm hoping that by the begining of next year I'll be one step closer to my goal. With all this being said I've got a lot to do. The first step will be telling my family, friends, co-workers and boss. After that begins the Hormone shots. Hopefully by next year I'll be ready for the rest. Sorry for bringing this up but this is something that I've been contemplating for years just never really had any idea how to do so. I know this is going to shock a lot of people but this is truly how I feel.

I think this covers everything that I wanted to say. If anyone has questions please ask. It'll help both of us if you do. ^-^

-Tsume