yeah its almost my birthday! but i have no friends on FA that are going to cheer with me T^T nu one cares from ray here. mom is right no one cares for me;-; :< will anyone wish me a happybirthday? or atleast give me something? i havent been mean to anyone, ive been... a somewhat good kitty this year TwT






this is a bore, i just sit in class, fucking A . id rather be at work though. or at home talking to my mates.had a fight with my mom, and also my dad over some dumb shit. lets say they will need stiches. i know i shouldent hate my birth parents but they just wont learn anything, she even went to say my friends and my boyfriends dont give a shit about my life or me, thats hard to belive but she will say anything to make her seem to be ontop of the fight.



other then that, my life is good with my relationships, my hubby kadah is just great. hes finally spending time with me more, and i enjoy it. i let him work on his projects and it dosent bother me aslong as i can play with him. then theres zxxyx, which is always laying black ops. ( i hate the shit) and seems to be getting very distant from me he dosent talk to me much at all after he came back from his deploment. so i dont know how to fix that.


at home im ok. a bit brusied since i got lost in the snow one night. and my body couldent take the cold. oh damn was it cold, fuck.
came home and warmed up but i still hurt all over from falling in that snow pile. i told kadah, and it seemed he got mad at me or just pissed off like he dosent know me anymore. i had no idea. apple was there for me and told me not to do it again. and when i told kadah about my parents. he just went silent for the first time like i was evil.


AND ITS ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY! OH I FEEL LIKE A SCHOOL KID, IM GONNA GET DRUNK!

cya later when i get home or talk to me on second life, or skype. id appreicate it.