So, things have actually been pretty insane and crazy lately.
I pretty much have done a lot of thigns in the last week or two that anyone else would see and think, "Oh fuck he's lost his mind."
But actually it makes sense.

during the week we have moved furniture around, systems, and televisions, cleaned up and out, gotten rid of every pipe I own, started waking up at 7 in the morning to excersice (that started this morning) and have come to find my expenses book had been taken, moved, and pages ripped out.

Now to expand on those things you might be thinking "Huh?" about.

Moving furniture, televisions and systems I live in a two bedroom house, where there is a large room and a small room. A living room downstairs and a good sized kitchen. I live with people who like to cook and I share a room with my mate  zew~zew . Common sense says that if two people are living in one room, they might want the larger one sense the two combined amount of things and the bed size (a queen) would fit better.
Yet for some reason we didn't have it set up that way. The downstairs living room was fairly bare up until recently and the large room was  redguardian with all the entertainment systems and the television in there, as well as my art stuff. The back room, the smaller, had me, Zew and all our stuff in there.
It was cramped, and I was getting claustraphobic.
So, the first thing we did was, once Zew's mom brought down the system holder that she so kindly gave us, to move the gaming systems downstairs. It meant that now the downstairs would actually be used and that we wouldn't have everyone crammed into red's room. He would have privacy.
The next thing we did was move rooms around.
It wasn't too much work, and in the end Red had a good sized television in his room, ad was able to put up his systems and actually have a room that he could decorate for himself his way. He also had a good amount of floorspace since he had a daybed. He has more independence, if you will.
Zew and I found a place to stick our bed, the computer and table, and even after we put all the stuff in the right space, we found out we still had room to stretch our legs and walk around, it was great! The house is finally capable of being lived in it feels like, we can be together and bug each other, but at the same time can go in and have 'me time' if we need it.

cleaned up and out Since we were doing all the moving around, we made sure to clean up. I can't stand a dirty house. It's an OCD problem, and Zew is the same way, I'm shocked Red hasn't gone insane because we are always trying to keep the house clean, but the fact is that we just don't want a dirty house and it's not that difficult to keep it clean to begin with as long as we pick up after ourselves and keep the laundry on a regular schedule.

gotten rid of every pipe I own This is serious, and it actually caused a little tension in the house when my friend came to pick them up. Red asked if we could keep any of them, and I said no. The fact was, if temptation is there, it's most likely going to happen. Don't get me wrong, I like it, and when it comes down to it, me and Zew have talked, and maybe when we are out with friends and if it's an occassional thing (at a birthday, or at a con with a friend or something simple and small) and it's not the stuff I own, I think we could handle it. But it being at my place just says "Use me, use me, smoke out of me" and it just gets distracting.
The only pipe I kept was C'thulu, the first pipe I ever bought. And the only reason I kept it was because the bowl was broken a month ago and I feel it deserves a proper burial if anything. Till then it sits on my shelf as a reminder.

waking up and excersizing I really am out of shape. I can run long distances at an even and somewhat slow pace (yay lacrosse), but I also have this munchies gut that I just have to get control of. I'm up to 245 lb. and that is just not cool to me. I know bbw is awesome and all, but I like being 185 or 180. I'm still big enough to be fluffy and cuddly, but I'm small enough to run around, wear sexy outfits and make you jealous that I'm not your mate ;P ! Plus, I actually like sports, tennis, hockey, Lacrosse for sure and dancing.

ledger book lost and found and destroyed
I actually have a ledger I keep my expenses in and that is how I keep up with my funding. There were a ton of receipts and around 45-50$ in there for emergency and one day it just went missing. The other day I was setting up my studio and I found it sitting in the bag. All the reciepts were gone, the money was gone, and there were several pages ripped out and missing, so all the logging and money keeping I had been doing was gone and all that work was just gone. I kept that to get an idea of how much money I'm going to be spending and with a new roommate, the estimated amount each person would want to toss in for groceries, gas, electricity, rent, etc..
All that work gone.

But that's pretty much the past couple of things going on.

As for the future, well, I have some artwork to do today, then i have to eat at some point. and a friend of mine wants to go to New Orleans next week for her birthday so I'm thinking I might go with her, after all, it will be fun adn is actually something I might be able to afford :D ! Plus after the whole Furry Fiesta disaster and not getting to go on top of missing MFM last year, it will be nice to get out and travel and not have to worry about anything for once.

I've also noticed, since I"ve sobered up, I think my ADD is coming back at full force.
It's like "HEY HAVE YOU MISSED ME?"
Not to mention there is some stress in my life I finally get to face head on. Hoohaa!