just an FYI if i get bitchy and snippy, it prolly has nothing to do with you. i was just really reminded how i have never really had a good valentines day. and the fact of the matter is my Birthday is tomorrow, my mate is working Friday, Sat,Sun...and all of next week..but then comes home after that...so yeah...

My birthday being Friday, i am due Sunday, and fucking v-day is Monday.... and i get to spend them the same way i have spent my b-day with my Wifey like the last oh 7-9 years, Alone for Valentines...and oh yes...lets just throw going to the hospital to push out a baby....-.- yup i want a drink after i do...cause seriously i am now all sorts of depressed...

So i have decided i want it to snow 3 feet tonight...so i can at least have something go right...i can at least not be alone on my b-day..since i feel like shit and don't really want to go anywhere...not to mention my mom is seriously sick...and i don't feel right going, hey mom take me some where!

i'll prolly delete this later..but i just need a vent moment.

Still if you want to get me something for my b-day my list of likes are here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2086725/

oh and apparently some one i know died this morning...-.- so now i feel even better...since he was like 19..it scares the shit outta me...since i'll be 22 Friday....-.- yeah..bye now...