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_ Some words about what happened _
18 years ago
Well, I'm feeling better now and I'm back.
I spend almost all the week thinking about what happened in the last weekend and then I get some conclusions about all that happened. Well, if you have time there are some things that I think that I have to say.
First of all, I was really sad when me and Joe broke up, but now I'm just somehow happy for that happen. Don't take me wrong, I really loved Joe and I don't have anything to complain about him, but I just concluded that this is the best path to go through. Joe needs somebody who takes care of him and be by his side, not only in spirit but in body and heart as well. And I just can't offer that to him due to my actual situation.
You wanna know something? Sometimes I just wonder if it's worthwhile to wake day after day to discover what news the day will bring me. When I was with Joe, I don't even think on that. Every day was worthwhile. But now that everything ends, I just start to make that same question to me again but... But now I can say that I have an answer. An answer that come from myself, not from a relationship or something like that. Everyday can be worthwhile, as long as we want it. My relationship with Joe showed that to me.
And I learn so much with Joe. I don't know if he learned something with me, I hope that he did so. Anyway, one of the things that I learn from him is that there is much more things in life than I had realized until then. And that makes me doubt about what really was my dream, what I really want from life. I still don't have an answer, but maybe someday I will have.
Anyway, I think that everything that I wanted to say with all this is only a little thing: All I wanted is a relationship that I can look anytime of my life an say that it worth everything that I passed. Joe give me that and I really thanks him for that. No, I not saying that I want to comeback to him. Everything has an end, besides that I don't want to spoil this "happy end" afterall.
And thank you all for being concerned about me and Joe. I really appreciate that and all the support that you give to us. Sorry for any drama or problem that we give to you, people.
*Sights and then smiles*
Well... It's time to move on, life don't stop to no one.
Thanks again you all. =3
And Joe.. Good luck on your path, hope that you find what you're looking for. And remember, we still are brothers afterall. So that not a totally farewell. ;3
Good luck to us all and take care, people.
_=Silver Howl=_
I spend almost all the week thinking about what happened in the last weekend and then I get some conclusions about all that happened. Well, if you have time there are some things that I think that I have to say.
First of all, I was really sad when me and Joe broke up, but now I'm just somehow happy for that happen. Don't take me wrong, I really loved Joe and I don't have anything to complain about him, but I just concluded that this is the best path to go through. Joe needs somebody who takes care of him and be by his side, not only in spirit but in body and heart as well. And I just can't offer that to him due to my actual situation.
You wanna know something? Sometimes I just wonder if it's worthwhile to wake day after day to discover what news the day will bring me. When I was with Joe, I don't even think on that. Every day was worthwhile. But now that everything ends, I just start to make that same question to me again but... But now I can say that I have an answer. An answer that come from myself, not from a relationship or something like that. Everyday can be worthwhile, as long as we want it. My relationship with Joe showed that to me.
And I learn so much with Joe. I don't know if he learned something with me, I hope that he did so. Anyway, one of the things that I learn from him is that there is much more things in life than I had realized until then. And that makes me doubt about what really was my dream, what I really want from life. I still don't have an answer, but maybe someday I will have.
Anyway, I think that everything that I wanted to say with all this is only a little thing: All I wanted is a relationship that I can look anytime of my life an say that it worth everything that I passed. Joe give me that and I really thanks him for that. No, I not saying that I want to comeback to him. Everything has an end, besides that I don't want to spoil this "happy end" afterall.
And thank you all for being concerned about me and Joe. I really appreciate that and all the support that you give to us. Sorry for any drama or problem that we give to you, people.
*Sights and then smiles*
Well... It's time to move on, life don't stop to no one.
Thanks again you all. =3
And Joe.. Good luck on your path, hope that you find what you're looking for. And remember, we still are brothers afterall. So that not a totally farewell. ;3
Good luck to us all and take care, people.
_=Silver Howl=_
*licks*
good luck to both u and joe *hugs*
Just don't let any part of it ever get you down. Keep looking towards the future, and if you ever ever ever need anyone to talk to at all, you got a certain husky dog here who would be willing to talk to you till the sun comes up.
*Hugs and licks*
Stay safe
Famo
Anyway, everyone need to goes on. I can't say that I'll not be sad sometimes 'cause I will, but I know that I have to go on. =3
And well, thanks for your words and support, buddy.
*Hugs*
Take care!
Thank you for your words, Ange. ^ ^