I've run into an emotional hole it seems like right now, finding myself in a rather impossible situation. It's all of my own making yet at the time to my mind I didn't have a choice, but now it has me getting others frustrated and angry with me, accusing me of things I find extremely painful, but I simply cannot see any way of avoiding. I cannot even begin to find the words to tell them I'm sorry, and it wouldn't matter anyway. I simply don't know what to do anymore.