So tommorow is my mate and I's anniversary.I'm hoping this will be the bright marker showing us into a better spot. We've been through a rough bit recently and its hopefully going to start looking up. Just normal trials of relationships I guess, if we were able to stay together through nasty things then we'd be able to stay together period. Its been hard but I love him, I hope I can spend as much time with him as possible...I don't want it to end ever, but of course it will eventually. If an actuall break up or death, or something. I just will know when it ends that I had the happiest times ever, and that I should cherish the time that I had with him. Yeah, thats how much I care...I never really have actually cared before.

Anyways, enough of the gooey stuff. I have a cold thing, my hormones are controlled by chemicals injected in me to prevent pups, there is something wrong with my eye and i'm really friggen tired. So in other words I just wish those things would get better and I just want to sleep instead of doing stuff like school. I have a crapload of homework I have yet to do from missing school a few days. I know that tommorow i'll leave it to late because i'll want to do other things. Oh yeah, going back to today, I saved a chipmunk from my cat. Its the exact same one I saved a while back, because half of its tail was stripped of meat and fur, leaving a weird little bone. Poor little critter lol, I was yelling and chasing the cat around with a spider man sheet so that when I caught it I could grab the chipmunk without being bitten. The guy at the contruction site next door looked very purplexed. Oh yeah I failed to mention I was wearing pants that were falling down and a t-shirt I could wear as a dress with no bra...not very comfortable to run around with one of those anymore lol. I sometimes wish I was still flatchested, but boobies have their uses *cough* not really. Anywho, Valaska says I write too much in my journals so I'll be quiet now lol.