*Rolls eyes and pokes* You, my friend, are your own worst enemy, mondays only suck if you let them. Knowing your luck it's your mom being inattentive for why you couldn't get lunch, so guilt trip a friend, trust me that it works. And you don't have to make valentines day about being in a relationship, since you're single you should have made it about seeing people be complete fools, or used it to celebrate something that you normally don't, or just ignore it and don't let it affect you.

What she said. ^ I would also add that given similar circumstances (aside from lunch, I nommed it quick) I had a good day. Hang with your friends and let them take care of you sometimes!

I don't guilt trip people when its my fault for forgetting, besides I seclude myself from the rest of the lunch room. usually eating in the resource room, I have no friends at the school. They all suck and in some small way or another thy find a way to piss me off, either by being rude, or in some small way an asshole towards me. In my view an injustice committed towards me when i have been completely nice and undeserving of such foul treatment. Admittedly I'm not perfect and if I am rude it is usually a cold shoulder nothing more. And the second point is it sucks, the whole day was a good day but, i kept going back to the fact, You are alone and that's how it will be the rest of your life, No one i want to talk to is ever here, no available to call on the phone because they all have more important things to do than bother with me. You should know that i am often prone to sudden bouts of depression. This just happened to be a really weak moment, whenever i feel like this i find it better to get it out. Besides all of that I've Always hated the day, after the incident i had way back when when i messed up, I remember my brother saying "You ruined it." But i know whenever my dad didn't want to do something he'd find some minuscule way to get out of it. Usually it was because of me. But that kind of memory will ruin a day like that. Usually i am unaffected by the holiday

All in all a good day just depressed.