Yes the one time of the year when love is literally in the air and I'm miserable with no one to share it with -sigh- I always have a crummy valentines day it brings back all the years of my youth -insert sigh here- just alone...... But I guess it's sad when I never got a valentines gift from anyone. Oh well story of my life and I'm probably not the only one but here is the kicker. Every valentines day for the past 3 years I help my father deliver flowers....yes flowers from one love bird to the next reminding me all about being alone on valentines day but I thank god or whoever is out there for letting me go another day living. But I guess it's the lonely blues that's getting me I'll be better tomorrow.

Delivering flowers today was particularly harsh from getting lost to the doorways being busier than a thousand bee hives and me and my father hein he only ones to deliver the flowers they make -frustrated sigh- 2 people working for the most popular doorway in this town I live in without getting paid. That's right I'M NOT PAYED FOR DELIVERING!!!! plus delivering flowers with a smile and "have a happy valentines day" la la la I'm so happy is just for the customer but in the end the only immediate payment is the last 2 rises in the whole shop and a balloon. So it's "happy valentines day mom" with one final smile giving her the 2 pink roses and the balloon when normally she gets a full vase of them -facepalm- I do my best and try. That's all I can do. So from me to the rest of FA and my online friends and xbox ones have a happy valentines day.

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P.S: this is a vent so Im feeling much better now-