Any question hm...?

I won't go to hard on you; when was the last time you cried and why?

I didn't reply correctly but my answer is still here. :3 <3

Wow. Let's see. I'm going to have to say the last time I really cried was last year in September or October. I don't really remember the exact time but I knew that it was a little later at night. I have been having a hard time shuffling around my personal life and keeping my friends for falling apart from each other. I got into a fight with one of them and that was the breaking point for me. I think that was the time when I had truly lost her as a friend. She no longer cared about our friendship nor about my best friend who had been her blindly devoted knight and boyfriend for the last 5 years. She just walked out. I didn't really notice that until months later but that night I cried.

I cried because I was afraid for my own relationship with my boyfriend which was hard enough fighting with hiding our relationship from his parents and family, all expect for his sister,my other best friend, who mostly approved of it. I saw how hard he was working to hold the relationship together and how she just turned her back on him. I cried because I was afraid that would happen to me. I would try so hard and then be left alone again in the dark. I cried because a girl that helped me through so much in life, someone who made it easier for me to come out in high school and to be myself as a writer and to pursue that which I wanted without worrying about other problems, wasn't going to let me stop her from making what is still arguably the most stupid decision of her life.

I cried because that night I saw so much of my past just falling apart, everything seemed to be going wrong, my future was unclear, classes were getting rough, my relationship hanging by the threads of my heart, my supposed long lasting friendships crumbling into dust, work was getting stressful. I cried because the world was wrong in my opinion. Everything wasn't alright anymore and I broke.

Next question? :3 <3

Wow… I didn’t mean to ask something so soul-shattering… =( How did it all turn out, if it’s not too much to ask? I really hope that things did go for the best; you seem like a really great person, going out of your way to fight for those friendships. And I understand what it’s like having to hide a relationship; I had to hide mine from my family for several years just because they “didn’t approve”. =( *big hug for you* I hope your life is really better now. And I posted the same thing in my journal if you want to “get revenge” by asking a question; after asking you such a tough one, I felt it was necessary and besides; I like the challenge of total honesty. Hope your day went well. =)

It was a hard day, but in life, if you are unwilling to adapt and move on in life then you are destined to fall to the wayside. I don't have a boyfriend anymore. We still are friends but the stress of the relationship got too much to me and then he figured that he didn't want to hurt me and broke up with me. It sucked but I understood that the relationship was failing, as desperately clung to it.

My friend is kind of a friend again and I'm just leaving the door open just in case she wants to figure things out for herself again. Most things are okay again though. I lost my job because of that fight with my friends, they were my co-workers. But my new job is more flexible and pays better.

It was a while back and now I'm feeling pretty good about my life. I went to a Furry convention just a couple of weekends ago and had lots of fun with my friends and just this weekend finished up a play and watched the actors bring my set to life and give it purpose. Life gets bad but then again life also gets good.

Thanks for the hug. :3 <3

Don't be afraid to ask another question either. :3

Wow! Which Furry Convention? I really want to hit up Anthrocon and Midwest Furrfest if I can. And you wrote a play!?!?!?!? That's amazing! How did you get people to perform it? I've always thought about writing a musical, because I'm better with music, but can't seem to get my idea right. XD The first Furry musical ever might be a hit. O.O

It's really good to hear things are going better now as well. =)

And my next question! 8O

What "Game" (video, card, etc.) has most influenced your life and why?

No. I think you misunderstood. I helped build a set for a play. I've also done some work in designing sets and lighting for plays but I've never got a play idea to get through the directors of the theatre department. Though I have thought of writing a play once or twice. I wish I was good enough with music to write a musical, because i prefer musicals sometimes.

I went to Texas Furry Fiesta (TFF) in Arlington, Texas. It wasn't too far from Dallas and only three hours from my home. It was amazing and I loved all the fur suits and the people were amazing and nice.

I would have to say that one of my most favorite games to play would have to be the Zelda series. I love the sense of honor and taking up the hand of destiny. It seems to be a large role in some of my less romance based and more fantasy based stories.

Hey, if you have a story that's really good, I'd try to write the music; I'm not good at the stage directions and stuff, just the lyrical stuff. ^^ And designing a set would still be really fun! I wish we had a Furry Festival closer to Wisconsin that Midwest Furrfest. ;_;

When it comes to play script writing you really only have to have the most general idea of entrances and exits of characters. A play script is often easier than writing a story because you just have to control the dialogue with some slight instances where you note entrances and exits and specific actions that have to happen between the characters.

I wish that I could have gone to MWFF or to AC. I'm hopefully going to be able to go next year but there is no telling. :3

Well if you go, we could meet up! XD I'm probably not going to be able to go till next year either. And maybe I should sit down to try and write a script... It's worth a shot!

NEXT QUESTION: What is your favourite song and why?

Man. You would have to ask that wouldn't you. Gah. I listen to so much music all the time that I can hardly say that I have a single favorite song for all occasions but I do have songs that I like to hear when I am in certain moods or when I think about certain things.

Hybrid Rainbow by The Pillows. I like to listen to the Pillows when I am down because I connect with the lyrics and songs and it makes me feel like although I'm crying out for love and attention that I can suffer alone and survive.

I like to listen to OC Remix for new sounds and remixes of Video Game music when I write. They usually help to stimulate my nerves so I don't fidget as much.

I like to listen to meditation tracks when I sleep to ease my mind and put myself in a more relaxed state.

I do have to say that over the years there hasn't been a single song that I've loved above all others but I do personally like using Hybrid Rainbow by The Pillows, Faggot by Mindless Self Indulgence, and Unwritten by Natasha Beddingfield as kind of a rotating theme set list for my everyday life recently.

Man. You would have to ask that wouldn't you. Gah. I listen to so much music all the time that I can hardly say that I have a single favorite song for all occasions but I do have songs that I like to hear when I am in certain moods or when I think about certain things.

Hybrid Rainbow by The Pillows. I like to listen to the Pillows when I am down because I connect with the lyrics and songs and it makes me feel like although I'm crying out for love and attention that I can suffer alone and survive.

I like to listen to OC Remix for new sounds and remixes of Video Game music when I write. They usually help to stimulate my nerves so I don't fidget as much.

I like to listen to meditation tracks when I sleep to ease my mind and put myself in a more relaxed state.

I do have to say that over the years there hasn't been a single song that I've loved above all others but I do personally like using Hybrid Rainbow by The Pillows, Faggot by Mindless Self Indulgence, and Unwritten by Natasha Beddingfield as kind of a rotating theme set list for my everyday life recently.

I'm definitely a fan of video game tracks; I have a program to produce music using ONLY sounds from the NES. And my favourite music in the world is by Michiko Naruke, composer for the Wild ARMs series of games. I'll have to look up Hybrid Rainbow, I haven't heard of it. (But I don't usually know songs people suggest, I live under a rock. =/)

I'll have to look up all the other songs too. =)

Right on. the Pillows officially did the sound track for a 6 episode anime called Fooly Cooly/FLCL. It was random and awesome and if you end up liking the music you might wanna check it out. :3