It looks like I have the next two days off... I don't know if I want them... Two days with nothing but time... I think I may just lose my mind. Of course that's not true I can't lose it... need to stay together so I can be with her again. Her parents are now trying to convince her that she shouldn't come back to me and that I want to use her and that she is using them and she should just get a job and not bother coming back to me... further saying my family doesn't love her and they barely know her... *big sigh* I really hope this re-entry paperwork goes through and she can come home to me in like 2 months OR LESS... I need her. I could have never imagined that love could be this strong to where I would give everything up. Gender change... so on hold... I will keep seing a gender therapist but I can't start hormones until she is home I need to have the money incase she ever has an emergency like me needing to buy her a new computer -_-; however that's okay I would give up everything for her ten times over. Though it's not the case this time things are just on hold for now.

Ugh this hold music at work is getting me all emotional it's always sad music...ugh...

My kindle is in the mail and moving again so it will arrive tomorrow... I hope it will take my mind off of all this and make time go by faster.. I REEAAALLLLYYYY hope it does because I am having a not very fun time to say the least... When Yuma doesn't have her Sultry things aren't good.

Also I am getting REALLY SiCK of RP requests it is ENRAGING!!! I don't generally RP with strangers especially when they don't AT LEAST butter me up first and on top of that Sultry would rip my uterus out... eww that's gross ok so she would just yell at me... ALOT... and I can't blame her. Don't get me wrong I like RPing just not sex RP's involving me and another random person. I say this because I want to RP really bad like a group RP on a forum or something like that If anyone is in or know of any let me know I NEED to occupy my time BADLY!

Also people who think I draw all the things on my page... I have people emailing me saying how amazing my art is and that they want an art trade and I say sure but you realize I am a photographer and they say things like "Oh I have no interest in photography" AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO PAYS ATTENTION TO PEOPLE'S PAGES?!?!?!?! Ugh... I can't draw *jealoussy*

Anyway I'm rambling, as usual thanks for reading and putting up with my emotions as they are raging right now and I will reward each and every one of you someday... likely with my unconditional love as I am poor.