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A broken heart that has been bleeding for too long
14 years ago
¯(°_o)/¯ What is wrong with me? As every day goes by, I feel myself becoming sadder, and sadder. Every time I look at my mistress/mates page, I see no mention of me, and a complete overlook of any contact with me from elsewhere.
Usually being ignored doesn’t bother me, I usually mask it by just waiting and keeping myself busy elsewhere, usually surrounding myself with friends, and other people I care for… But as of late? I have gotten the feeling this is more than being ignored due to IRL issues, I have gotten the feeling that I have been thrown to the back and completely overlooked.
Oh I have no issues with her friends… It’s truly not that, it is the fact that I have gotten to the point that I seem to not exist… I use to be able to talk to her ANYTIME with no problems, but now? I barely get a response from texts, I barely get a note. What am I, a ghost?
The most recent picture of my mate and her so-called sister, Jinxy, made me break down into tears… I am not well, no, I am not well at all. I want my place in Nite’s world back, or to be told if I truly stand in the cold with her.
Call me a cry baby, call me a fool, call me what you will… I will not be left in the dark, I will NOT be stepped upon ANYMORE!
Usually being ignored doesn’t bother me, I usually mask it by just waiting and keeping myself busy elsewhere, usually surrounding myself with friends, and other people I care for… But as of late? I have gotten the feeling this is more than being ignored due to IRL issues, I have gotten the feeling that I have been thrown to the back and completely overlooked.
Oh I have no issues with her friends… It’s truly not that, it is the fact that I have gotten to the point that I seem to not exist… I use to be able to talk to her ANYTIME with no problems, but now? I barely get a response from texts, I barely get a note. What am I, a ghost?
The most recent picture of my mate and her so-called sister, Jinxy, made me break down into tears… I am not well, no, I am not well at all. I want my place in Nite’s world back, or to be told if I truly stand in the cold with her.
Call me a cry baby, call me a fool, call me what you will… I will not be left in the dark, I will NOT be stepped upon ANYMORE!
I can't call you impatient for something like this. It has happened to me before. A day goes by, and there isn't word back from your mate. You go on, knowing that she is busy.
A week goes by, and things seem rather quiet on there end. You feel hopeful, but doubt creeps in as well.
Weeks turn into a month. And the silence seems overbearing. *squeezes tightly* Trust me...I know the same feeling. And I know that you should wait more.