Happy day...=-=
14 years ago
Yeah, so I slept fine, had a good night last night, wake up only to have my mom call on my roomie's phone to tell me that her and my dad have an interview, Yay! Then I get onto my facebook only to find a friend request.
Curiosity struck me hard. I thought it was one of my old friends who has not gotten the idea to just leave me the hell alone because she's an annoying, thieving, pathetic emo, but to my surprise it was indeed not her. It was indeed the one person I was hoping would not know that I am here in this city in fear of being hurt as badly as I was before. Now my dilemma is if I don't contact her, things can go bad, but then, if I do talk to her -- which I'm trying -- things can also go bad. She claims that she regrets many things she's done, and that she thinks of me often...
I've asked my mate to keep me skeptical because I often go back to people who hurt me badly in fear of losing all the good memories, tainting them, or losing the person I had so many good times with...I'm scared to trust her...
Advice?
Curiosity struck me hard. I thought it was one of my old friends who has not gotten the idea to just leave me the hell alone because she's an annoying, thieving, pathetic emo, but to my surprise it was indeed not her. It was indeed the one person I was hoping would not know that I am here in this city in fear of being hurt as badly as I was before. Now my dilemma is if I don't contact her, things can go bad, but then, if I do talk to her -- which I'm trying -- things can also go bad. She claims that she regrets many things she's done, and that she thinks of me often...
I've asked my mate to keep me skeptical because I often go back to people who hurt me badly in fear of losing all the good memories, tainting them, or losing the person I had so many good times with...I'm scared to trust her...
Advice?
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