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15 years ago
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rather than copy pasting that jurnal, or retypeing it, heres a link.... give a shit? go there
http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/journal/38584651/
if you dont give a shit, mostly all of you, as well as the rest of the world, then just ignore this.... if your going to be a troll or act like some ass hole... i must kindly as you to go eat shit and die
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http://yiharbin.deviantart.com/journal/38584651/
if you dont give a shit, mostly all of you, as well as the rest of the world, then just ignore this.... if your going to be a troll or act like some ass hole... i must kindly as you to go eat shit and die
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and.........
....i... i dont think matees should get upset with eachother..... i mean... when im mated to someone, i can never get upset with them, no matter what they do... ive had girl friends that would beat me for fun and releave stress, i had a girl friend that broke up with me because i didnt get upset enough about things, i had another girl friend that had like 5 other boyfriends, and was still looking... i didnt find that out until after a few weaks, and i still tried to make it work... if a mate cheets on me, i get upset, but only with myself..... i cant physically get upset at a mate...so.... i dont understand it...... you know?
.... if you love someone, your not suposed to get upset with them...... which.. makes me worried... scared... that... he might not love me............
....you know?
I can see why you may feel this way. But I doubt he has stopped loving you.
somehow i have 17 ex's, and almost all of them have treated me like such crap..... how does that even happen?
We dont fight all the time because we know thats not healthy, but not fighting at all isnt really healthy either.
Everyone's worse fear is a loved one not loving them anymore
It's understandable
But they do stop loving you they werent that committed to you then which means it was lop-sided and you were gonna get hurt :(
I dont want chu to get hurt :(
...ive had enough lop-sided relationships to know... they suck... but... but connors different...... he... he was trying to make this work... i.. it doesnt always seem like it nowadays.... but... i still love him with all my heart... i dont want to lose him, no matter what.......
;;
Just gotta learn to let them be, just kinda gotta keep watch on them.
And I understand more than I thought with he's the reason why you stopped bad habits
But I'm not gonna tell you not to worry or be upset because your preparing yourself for the worse and I'm the same way sadly :/
If he's trying to make it work then him leaving you wont happen
...hes my reason for everything....
.... just naturally how i am... you too aparently
.....its hard to tell if he still is... it... doesnt always seem it.... you know?
I tried and we broke up because I wanted to comfort him about his great grandma dieing :/
Its just to much for them to deal with something and with a tendency they dont know how to handle
I know it sucks and in a way you end becoming slightly desensitized
You just cant pull them into a hug ya know?
But you have to be able to communicating so you know if they are hurting
*Huggles*
i could.. if i could...
....i know when hes hurting... but.... he doesnt want help..... ;;
*squeezes you tight*
If you dont wanna fight over that or him get mad at you over that you kinda learn
like when hes hurting just gotta keep watch :/
...yeah... but.. still... its the same as... as... when i was little... my uncle..... the helplessness....