Don't you hate it when people ask if you're ok and its obvious you're not. Well i'm beyond the point of saying 'yeah' and giving a weak smile. I don't feel the need to live anymore. Lucky for everyone I have morals against suicide. I want to die though, and I don't know how much longer I can stand going to school and just pretending to handle it. So since I have no inspiration and no love for art anymore, i'm not going to be active on FA or any website. I'll check my stuff occasionally, but thats it. If you don't have my phone number there is probably a reason, so if you don't have it then I don't want to talk to you (even if there is a chance you do I still am not much for talking) I don't want to talk about it, I don't even want to be around people at all. I just wish it would all get better...but for now goodbye