Okay, I'm angry and depressed that all arts programs are about to get cut from my part of the state because our governor cut 50% from education funding.

america is terrible that way.

The government does not know how to manage money wisely. Not at all.

You don't want me to talk about my feelings.

ok.

I have a whole mess of feelings but usually I rotate between "Quiet self-loathing", "Ignorant bliss", and "Listless indifference".

My negative moods range from fearful, vengeful, impatient, hostile, defensive, restless, indulgent, and demotivated. I also tend to get disappointed when anything I do blows up in my face.

My positive moods tend to switch between adventurous/excited, generous, and whatever mood involves joking a lot.

They seem to change predictably -- when something good happens, something bad always seems to happen within less than an hour. And vice versa.

tl;dr I feel like I'm becoming a more horrible person.

Oh and I guess I should have added this: I tend to be somewhat optimistic when things have gone slightly wrong. Funny how that works.