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14 years ago
From the desk of Asylum. I'm not dead but I believe I'm going to start updating this more. Granted the art will be old and I'll try to post up new stuff too but my right hand is all wonky right now and my scanner died when I moved, lol.
Last year back in May I was diagnosed with MS or Multiple Screlosis (Sp? Can't remember right now.) And that's been hell in itself. Acceptance was easy, I accepted it easier than the rest of my family. It explained so much though that I couldn't understand when I was young. The doctors told me I've had this most of, if not all of my life we just never knew.
It explained why I always got sick really easy and why I was always so damn clumsy it even explained my poor posture which I've tried to work on for years and failed. I figure someday maybe I'll try a back brace.
Knowing what I know now compared to what I didn't know then, if I could go back I would have went to the hospital as soon as my feet went numb. I understand that what happened can't be changed I just wonder if I would be in a better predicament than I am in now is all.
I am right handed and the MS is affecting my right hand, go figure. So drawing, writing, typing, gripping, ect is all hard right now. And trust me there will be spelling mistakes especially after my night meds, lol. And like I've stated, my scanner died so I can't post up any of my MS bummed doodles that are wonky up but would if I could.
I need to get my arse in gear and get my walker and try to walk out some of this stiffness before I get too tired and hafta sit in the wheelchair. My goal is get back to walking without all of the stuff so I at least don't have a current daily reminder that I'm sick. 'Cause really outside of doctor appointments and therapy I don't get to do much that's fun right now. I mean I consider a trip to the store fun jyst because I get to get out of the house and it's not due to I'm sick. I'ma get my tail in gear now before I find myself to jut keep rambling on. <3
Last year back in May I was diagnosed with MS or Multiple Screlosis (Sp? Can't remember right now.) And that's been hell in itself. Acceptance was easy, I accepted it easier than the rest of my family. It explained so much though that I couldn't understand when I was young. The doctors told me I've had this most of, if not all of my life we just never knew.
It explained why I always got sick really easy and why I was always so damn clumsy it even explained my poor posture which I've tried to work on for years and failed. I figure someday maybe I'll try a back brace.
Knowing what I know now compared to what I didn't know then, if I could go back I would have went to the hospital as soon as my feet went numb. I understand that what happened can't be changed I just wonder if I would be in a better predicament than I am in now is all.
I am right handed and the MS is affecting my right hand, go figure. So drawing, writing, typing, gripping, ect is all hard right now. And trust me there will be spelling mistakes especially after my night meds, lol. And like I've stated, my scanner died so I can't post up any of my MS bummed doodles that are wonky up but would if I could.
I need to get my arse in gear and get my walker and try to walk out some of this stiffness before I get too tired and hafta sit in the wheelchair. My goal is get back to walking without all of the stuff so I at least don't have a current daily reminder that I'm sick. 'Cause really outside of doctor appointments and therapy I don't get to do much that's fun right now. I mean I consider a trip to the store fun jyst because I get to get out of the house and it's not due to I'm sick. I'ma get my tail in gear now before I find myself to jut keep rambling on. <3
