No one can make you do something like that. Recruitment officers will likely not take you if they feel you dont want to be there.

Then I'll be dead in the cold of Oregon, she's made it clear I need to "man up and get out of her house". I have no job to support myself, no other place to go, suicide is the ONLY option, if all else fails, just because my mom doesn't realize having something small burning and making smoke, even an extremely small piece of wood, helps relax my muscles enough to let me sleep peacefully!

Not even shelters for the homeless? California's broke and we have those.

None that I know about, I've only been living here for a few months. ;-;

So you're going to kill yourself just because you get kicked out. Damn furries.

I don't agree with your mom, but on one part I do. "Man up". Find a homeless shelter. Look on the internet. Do something other than committing suicide like a coward. :\

There's no need to come down on him like that. Some can handle it better than others.

I suppose.

I'm gonna ignore my rage at the coward comment to say this. I have been trying my damnedest for a job, so I can get the money to leave. I work my ass off around the house to pay this "rent" I owe her, when I haven't gotten a dime from work around the farm I was promised to be paid for. I have tried and been through every alternate route I can think of. I have little hope left in my life of ever being independent without government aid, which is the last thing I want or need.

That enough for you?

Tom.....

Dillon.... If the need arises, and at this rate, it will.... Can I move in with you til I get the money to live on my own?

Well, im pretty sure my parent's won't let me but...i'll give it a shot

Thank you, buddy ^.^