....god... im worthless......... i cant do anything right... ever.......... the people.... the people that... that are my everything.... that mean the most to me... i cant do anything for them....
.....i try to be good... i try to help.... i.... im more than willing to do anything......... but... i... in the end i just make myself feel like shit.... i cry.... because... im worthless... i... i cant do anything right..... every time.... i want to help, i try to help.... but... i cant do anything right.... ever..........
.....just.... why...... why is this so...?
was.... was i made to hurt? really?





sorry..... this was more a vent-ish.... thing....
....ignore this...