So, she's been away two days now and I'm already missing her. I've slept about four hours since. I had an argument with a couple of my friends today. Don't think they're gonna want to talk to me anymore. And now I feel like just curling up and crying... I'm not sure what to do... I know my problems aren't horrible, but my entire life's just been one screwup after another, with very rare breaks in between... Seems like my entire life is taking a steady decline downwards, and everything's slowly going to shit.