Not dead
14 years ago
Just updating on some stuff that's been going on with me. Not sure where to start, but I'll start somewhere.
School has been keeping be busy with studying and projects. Spring break of course is coming up in a week and I should be getting some stuff done and spending time with friends and loved ones.
I've also been up to a bit of exercising and dieting. Honestly that's kind of driving me crazy, especially the whole exercising thing. I'm not really that much of a patient person and I usually want to see results as soon as I do something, so I'm not used to having to keep at doing something and not see results till way down the line. It's kind of wrecking my motivation to keep on going. Though there is some good news regarding my new healthy "habits." I've gone down about 5 sizes since the beginning of this year, so I guess yay on that. I'm still the same weight...which is the thing that is really bothering me. Bothering me quite a lot >>
Anyways putting that aside, I'm still working on art on the side. It'll just take me a bit longer, personal stuff and all getting in the way. So I apologize for the wait on requests.
Hope everyone else is doing well. Feels like I've been getting quite detached lately, so I might drop a message or something to some people I haven't talked to in a while. I don't know really though...anxiety issues and stuff. So yeah >>....I'm not dead.
School has been keeping be busy with studying and projects. Spring break of course is coming up in a week and I should be getting some stuff done and spending time with friends and loved ones.
I've also been up to a bit of exercising and dieting. Honestly that's kind of driving me crazy, especially the whole exercising thing. I'm not really that much of a patient person and I usually want to see results as soon as I do something, so I'm not used to having to keep at doing something and not see results till way down the line. It's kind of wrecking my motivation to keep on going. Though there is some good news regarding my new healthy "habits." I've gone down about 5 sizes since the beginning of this year, so I guess yay on that. I'm still the same weight...which is the thing that is really bothering me. Bothering me quite a lot >>
Anyways putting that aside, I'm still working on art on the side. It'll just take me a bit longer, personal stuff and all getting in the way. So I apologize for the wait on requests.
Hope everyone else is doing well. Feels like I've been getting quite detached lately, so I might drop a message or something to some people I haven't talked to in a while. I don't know really though...anxiety issues and stuff. So yeah >>....I'm not dead.

ginzburg
~ginzburg
something people don't know is that as you start working out it takes a while to start losing weight because you're building up muscle as you work out and muscle weights more then fat so that's why you're losing the inches and not the weight for now once the muscles are at where they need to be for your fitness routine and stuff you'll start to see the weight come off.

sophora
~sophora
OP
That makes sense, though still a bit discouraging when I see the scale barely changes. I guess I'm focusing a bit too much on the scale. I need to hide the thing. Funny thing is that I didn't want to build muscle really, just wanted to be leaner lol.

ginzburg
~ginzburg
i see it just happens sometimes