so............................i have been turn down by my i-think-i-can-be-forever-with...............i keep thinking that i have to focus on my study, but the more i try not to think, the more it bother me, it hurt, it hurt so much, but i keep myself from crying. He have left me, i have my soon bloom and soon die love, so................i don't think i will get any luck on finding a second love, i mean look at me, i have post my face on FA, and seriously, i find myself such an ugly boy, no one will want me, not even a girl, i want him, i wanted to be with him, but he keep saying that he not worth for me, i try to say, but i'm bad at communication, i can't find the word to say, i'm try my best to keep, but all i can do, is only make he more distance for me to reach................*sigh*..........saying those thing here can't really do anything, but everyone say it will be better if you let it all out, and always smile to whatever happen to you *smile a bit

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