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My Birthday Wish
14 years ago
Now I know it's too early to be thinking about it but it's the big 21. Legal drinking age! So I want to treat myself...If I...ever...get a job....
Okay here is the whole back ground story about why I wanna spoil myself now. Around my 15th birthday times were a bit hard and my parents promised me a party in the spring. It was forgotten because there was no money coming in at the time. So I was all uber excited for my 16th because people normally get a sweet 16. Wanna know what I get a week before my birthday? My parents divorce... And knowing that my parents would fight at my party if we got a hall I told them I didn't want a party... so from then on I never had a party after that. Maybe a cup cake and some money. But my party days ended shortly for my age... So from 15 to 20 now is 5 years I have missed for me to feel special on my date of birth. After that it felt like my birth didn't have meaning, reason it wasn't celebrated, and that really made me feel like shit. So I'm gonna make my own birthday world wild... If I can. Starting with a dress. I hardly ever wear dressing because I don't have the perfect figure and I always wanted to wear a certain kind called Lolita to maybe give back some of my feminine side... Since I often wear pants, pj bottoms, or mini skirts then feel like I look like a slut after the fact... So I want a lolita dress before my birthday so I can wear it on my birthday.
On my birthday my friend 
stormburner offered to mix me some drinks since I told them I wanted to drink for once but I hate the taste of liquor. So storm tells me, "Your parents are buying the wrong stuff reason it's too strong and nasty to you." So I told Stormy-Dear that I wanted them to mix me some drinks get me buzzing because I wanna have fun on my birthday and I wanna party and let loose. So that's one thing. I also want the dress because like I said I wanna feel pretty on my special day. But a dress with sneakers isn't gonna look pretty huh..? Maybe I'll buy some shoes too...
I also want a nice cake. Okay maybe not EXTREMELY nice. But maybe just a good chocolate cake with rainbow sprinkle dots on it and in light purple icing have it say "Happy Birthday Pixen". That would be sweet. <3 Maybe even an ice cream cake with a paw print on it that says the same thing <3
And if it's a nice night and not too snowy out side I hope the moon is full or at least glowing and visible. Because I'd like to watch it for a while to end my night. Then maybe sleep over at Stormy-dear's house if his parents wont be too anal about it. Because if I am drinking I know I'll be out late and I don't have a house key.... Then return home in the morning or something.
Now here are the top three FAVS of the dresses I want. In order of which ones I like starting with my MOST favorite first going down.
Sweet Lolita Strap Dress size 2X - http://www.cosplaymagic.com/swlostdr1.html
Gothic Lolita Shirred Dress size 2X - http://www.cosplaymagic.com/goloshdr1.html
Gothic Lolita Strap Dress size 2X - http://www.cosplaymagic.com/golostdr.html
Now your all probably wondering why the pink one is my most favorite. Well yes I know it's pink and not even the pink I like...BUT the layers of the dress, all the boys, yes its strapless and I HATE my fat arms but... Idk it just brings me back to when my familly was whole again and my mother made me wear cute dresses when we went out to dinner with friends and junk... It just brings me back is all...
The second one reminds me of a maid <3 And I LOVE being a maid. It's fun!
And the third one looks pretty. And I can see myself in it but I want a longer dress. Reason the pink dress is number on because it looks like it would reach my knees which makes me happy <3
Now All I need to to get a job and scrounge up some money... I need a paypal so people will commision me to draw them pretty things or make them something...
I know how to make clay key chains, ears, tails, fursuits in general. I also know how to make those realistic looking tails that are made outta yarn... All I need is some people to ask me... 
chargirl5000 is gonna see about a dragon tail so there is my small kick because she has A LOT of fans so... If she posts pictures of it crediting me then maybe people will start coming more... Idk... I just hope I can get a job and get that pink dress before the month of my birthday because it takes anywhere from 1-4 weeks for it to ship... v.v
Well even if I don't get my birthday wishes at least I can say I had my first legal drink..
stormburner
chargirl5000
I hope things go well for you
was trying to be silly x:
im not that big of a jerk. :P
get kissing