Just keep practicing and you'll get better. Took me a while to draw things the way I wanted them to be drawn too.

its always hard to start, we'll be looking forward to it

The only thing I can say is to keep at it and don't stop. The problems I've found when trying to draw is that I'm to critical. I'll be like" this line doesn't look right..." and end up scraping the drawing long before it is even close to finished. Many scraps later I just give up. lol So what I'm trying to say is work though it.