i hate my life... somewhat... not sure what to do.. on march break but all my friends around my house are all gone so im going to be so lonely and depressed all week, i know it, i can feel it now V.=.V

also, i found out that my sister is going to toronto and guelph but then just found out that there no spots cause the van is full V.=.V " Thanks mom for replacing me. i really wanted to go but youll never know that"

god im so emotional right now. anger... depressed... lonely... sad........ i dont know what to do to cheer me up. i just wish i can make my own world, i would put all my friends near my house and we can hang out any time we want. theres alot of people that try to cheer my up and i might seem happy on msn or FA but im not. FE was the best. it made me happy. got to talk to every one anytime i want but now i cant do that. i wish that feeling could last a lifetime but that will never happen v.=.v

just wish i could have more friends around my house or if i want to get furry with it, get a fur suit and have other suiters friends around, that would make my world but again, thats only a dream. it will never happen

i dont know what to do V.=.V

i cant wait to go back to school cause atleast its something to do but then i get home and im back to how i am now V.=.V

im lost in this world, i met alot of new people at FE and wish i would of met some others but they live way to far so i can only talk to them on FA or msn and some people i want to get to know more of and become friend but i dont know how that will help. being a furry is fun and everyone is so friendly but having the thing where all my friends live so far away... thats hard cause i really want to hang out with them

i need more friends. im so lost in this world, a 17 year old that doesnt know what to do, i dont even know what to do in the future

i wish things could turn around for me V.=.V