Man thats terrible if i can help with your stories let me know via private message.It would be a honor to help you.

Its not that I lack Ideas, Its that I lack the will power to write them. Whats more, I'm so anxious that even with a full days dose of some anti-anxiety meds, I constantly on edge. If this goes on, I'll have to end it all, whether by pill, bullet, or noose.

that so horrible i'm more worried about you then the stories now.I'd take a break you deserve all the time you need to make yourself feel better.I really loved your stories on so furry.As a true fan i say take all the time you need to recover.your fan werewolf666

Sorry to hear things have been so lousy for you. You might want to see if you can somehow lessen the stress causing things you have to deal with for a bit. If you can get away with it, maybe see if you can take a break from college somehow, just spend some time relaxing, and if that's not possible, could be good to look into maybe stress counseling or even just some meditation classes.

An idea/saying that I use, fairly successfully, to manage stress myself is simply 'worry about what you can change'. While there may be a ton of stuff to worry about at a given time, it really helps to take a moment to ask yourself 'can I actually do something about this problem, or will worrying just cause me needless stress?' Far too often, people worry about things that they can't really do anything about, and that just brings stress that they could have avoided.

Hopefully something I've said will help, or if not that things will calm down a bit for you to, at the very least, catch your breath a bit and relax for a while.

Thanks for the concern my fellow writer. My situation is starting to slightly look up. My Aunt has an old Mercury Sable that she wants to loan to me till I can get a better car. It needs some repairs, mainly coolant leaks, but hopefully it will be available in two weeks or less. As for college, I'm seriously considering dropping one of my classes since I would still have enough credits to qualify as a full time student and stay on my parents health insurance plan. The problems of the world, however, I fear that I cannot stop worrying about. It reminds me of the ancient legend of Cassandra in that I feel forced to dwell on the problems that others seem able to blissfully ignore.

Anyways, thanks again for the concern. My life is a very dark place right now and you have made it a little bit brighter.