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I'm a fake
18 years ago
So, back home now. Back on being.
I had some damn great time at Juokslahti at Sarita's 18th birthday with
ptsk Hakuro and Mirzi . We relaxed, talked, drank a bit, ate good food... and talked.
Even if I like talking, I'm starting to feel like a hole where to dumb what everyone thinks about anything, and nobody being interested on how I feel about it. I ask to know, and also to expect to be taken seriously and asked about my opinion about stuff too. I have to admit that I joke about stuff a lot, mostly 'cause I don't think anyone gives a damn about what I really think. So who is to be taken seriously, and who not?
a Sweaty fat fuck can think too. And I was just so pissed off the whole weekend, even when I had fun. To listen on others, and when about to say something, getting talked over or ignored totally. And then when calling a friend to have a chat by phone, all it get "I don't have time for you".
I still think these people/furs as my best friends, but where the line goes?
I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry, but just look at me now, I'm a fake.
I had some damn great time at Juokslahti at Sarita's 18th birthday with
ptsk Hakuro and Mirzi . We relaxed, talked, drank a bit, ate good food... and talked. Even if I like talking, I'm starting to feel like a hole where to dumb what everyone thinks about anything, and nobody being interested on how I feel about it. I ask to know, and also to expect to be taken seriously and asked about my opinion about stuff too. I have to admit that I joke about stuff a lot, mostly 'cause I don't think anyone gives a damn about what I really think. So who is to be taken seriously, and who not?
a Sweaty fat fuck can think too. And I was just so pissed off the whole weekend, even when I had fun. To listen on others, and when about to say something, getting talked over or ignored totally. And then when calling a friend to have a chat by phone, all it get "I don't have time for you".
I still think these people/furs as my best friends, but where the line goes?
I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry, but just look at me now, I'm a fake.
Huhhuh. jyrkkää tekstiä, mutta totta joka sana!
Sun pitäis ehkä joskus tulla käymään mun kämpillä :p ya know, vähän jutella asioista ja tehdä mitä nyt tekeekin mieli tehdä, kokeilla jos löydät musta hyvän ystävän, jos sulle tulee noin paha olo muiden kanssa kerran. Nii, jos et pääse käymää ni kysy notella mun mesettä. Mä voin olla melkein koko ajan away tai busy mutta aina kannattaa koettaa oonko kuiteski vaa paikalla mutta piilosilla!
Mut muistutan että oon kuitenki varattu x3