I AM NOT TRYING TO BE FUCKING OFFENSIVE HERE! IF ANY OF YOU ASSHOLES TRY TO TELL ME OTHERWISE, I WILL BITCH YOU OUT! I am sick and tired of having to deal with assholes saying that what I said was offensive when I am merely trying to speak my fucking mind! Anyway, moving on...

So. Apparently, they're friends now. However, I still feel at the center of everything and the cause of every damned thing. Or at least it feels like everyone is blaming me. So, I'm all depressed, feeling alone and everything. So, neither will barely talk to me, making me feel more outcast. The worst thing is though, she's still treating him like he's her mate.

And you know, I can't stop worrying about her because she's my best friend and is having suicidal thoughts. If I lost her, I don't know what I'd do. But, I'm even more worried because if he gets another mate, which I have a slight feeling he might soon, she will be so fucking devastated, it'll probably drive her to do worse things than crying in the commons and not coming to classes...

So, stress from all this and trying to get things done for my classes is really fucking wigging me out worse. I mean...I'm at the point where I'm near breaking and every little damn thing that someone does or says to me is going to make me fucking snap.

And when I'm pissed off as all hell, no one better be around to fucking witness it because with all this shit going on, I am going to be like I am when PMSing, only fifty times fucking worse...