man, with the bold spots still on my head and other little stuff, i wonder. it sad i don't have sexy or cute look. i have plain old look. it not even desireable by anyone. i wish i had something to make me look better. but sadly i don't, am even i surpsied i have  shad0w0lf with my looks. well am glad i don't have look like somebody else with him and can by myself. am ver selfcousious about my looks to the point i stare at mirrior and wish for plastic sergery.

damn the expensive. i want to look like those pretty boys in model magaizines. so unfair the world is. but i have rich personaity if anything with my life and past. never judge a book by it cover they say. but this society makes me feel like i should try to update myself.

maybe those guys on that show can give me new look. well not them since them scream flaming. i got pictures of my face in my gallery and if anybody would like to see what am talking about, look their.