Ah ,*sighs* so life moves on as I just have to except the fact that no matter how close you think you are to someone they can turn on you in an instance. Heh, as if that's going to stop me from loving and having fun, although I did get low there for awhile my lovely Kitt pulled me out of my slump and reminded me of what I always say "Fuck it and deal". Damn she so knows me so well and how to make me happy. I feel better now even though I really couldn't fix anything. My rest of my friend that I have left are my true friends, they don't' judge or label but they do put me in check when I need it and I sure as hell needed a check for how low I got. Thanks y'all you guys kick ass.