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I have pictures in my head that I cannot begin to do
14 years ago
I need to ... evolve.
I get petty, have so many prejudiced ideas, all the small jabs of fear, suspecting. I also have concerns for people who really don't deserve it.
Would be nice to snip off this mental garbage, replace it with more worthwhile thoughts. To the extent that it is possible. It's not truely part of who I am.
Get involved in the world again.
Any good guides to self reinvention?
And obviously my art needs moar practise but yeah. No art school this time, but maybe their classic drawing course, depending on feedback, funding options etc. BUT MORE ON THAT WHEN I KNOW IT.
But I also feel the first is important. I hate my petty thoughts, I really do. I want to be more accepting, even if there are people/behaviour I have issues with and that I don't understand - this is a lot of stuff, because I am a sceptic. 'Nother thing I am starting to notice is how many of my fellow ADHD persons end up in the unemployment system. Feels bad, man :(
I get petty, have so many prejudiced ideas, all the small jabs of fear, suspecting. I also have concerns for people who really don't deserve it.
Would be nice to snip off this mental garbage, replace it with more worthwhile thoughts. To the extent that it is possible. It's not truely part of who I am.
Get involved in the world again.
Any good guides to self reinvention?
And obviously my art needs moar practise but yeah. No art school this time, but maybe their classic drawing course, depending on feedback, funding options etc. BUT MORE ON THAT WHEN I KNOW IT.
But I also feel the first is important. I hate my petty thoughts, I really do. I want to be more accepting, even if there are people/behaviour I have issues with and that I don't understand - this is a lot of stuff, because I am a sceptic. 'Nother thing I am starting to notice is how many of my fellow ADHD persons end up in the unemployment system. Feels bad, man :(
Also you will learn as you grow older how to deal with other people, so long as you accept that you probably annoy someone else too. It's helped me a lot. :X
No it's not how I treat people, it's the compulsive negative thoughts about them. I have gotten more patient with age but far from more tolerant.
This brought me the furthest.
There's accepting, and then there's tolerating.