Recent considerations that have come into my head: firstly I'm a 25 year old college student, shouldn't I be writing something and making money? Secondly, if I should be making money how can I parley this into my avocation for the fandom despite being, in my opinion, a sub par artist to those who generally make sufficient capital in this genre and a writer whom is still refining his craft? And thirdly, how exactly am I going to do all this in conjunction with my love of heroic fantasy and darker, grittier, subtexts which the fandom desperately needs to prove it isn't still funny animals and lite fiction?

These are the things I think.

Oh and I want a bagel too!