It seems nothing goes the way I want to... Everything just SUCKS!

-No work anymore... Well I was already jobless since 2 weeks, but with the apartment that I have to partly pay the money goes down really quickly -_-;;

-Boyfriend doesn't have any interest in his job these days, he didn't sleep well this night because I was snoring all the time(big ugly problem I must fix... -_-), might be losing his job as well...

-Want to have a kitty so badly, but I can't since I won't have enough money because insurrance isn't coming until a few more weeks yet, so I have to give up this project for now...

-Hates to be so dependant of money, I juste HATE money so much... And I can't do any requests/gifts now since I really have to save money...

-Also hates to sound this dramatic and stupid while writing a journal on FA... I mean, I'm not an attention whore T^T

-Hates to be a girl and have all these "female" problems...

-Feels fat but is too lazy to exercice...

-Made another panic attack this morning, for really stupid reasons(again...)

-Wants to hug everyone but no one is there...

-Also wants to apologize because I know that tomorrow I'll feel a lot better...
Sorry to all those of you who read this, I just had to express my feelings...