Thank god its Wednesday. lol. So yeah its really odd cause yesterday was my first day in waitering...I was nervous but yeah...I think I did good....lol...the people at my table were very nice...but they broke a glass so I had them move cause water and all that was all over the place. *meep* And so it took a while for their orders cause other people were taking them...gosh darn it...wait yer turn! :D

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I got home yesterday and I was SO worn out...I mean...I couldnt walk without feeling pain in my legs...I mean...I love the pain you know...but not that way...the other sexual fantasy way...lol. :D So yeah...now I feel a little better but yeah...I'd perfer to serve only my boyfriend and I really miss him. I got a project to do but Im not really looking forward to doing it and its due next week. As for my Black Box...I have NO clue on when I have to do that.

But really...Im just looking forward to seeing my darling boyfriend! :D To hear his sexy manly voice and being held in his masculine big arms! *faints* lol. I love butch men! :D But I just love my boyfriend...he's the only treasure in the world that I want...and he's all MINE! :3

But I cannot get this one thing that keeps on bugging me in my head. Jacob Vanbeek thinks that Im spoiled and the other day I asked my mom if I was spoiled and she said no cause I mean...she said that she tries to get me stuff whenever she can but most of the stuff is from my money and from gifts from the holidays...and Im not the type of person to annoy somebody until they get it for me...I dont know what Jacob is thinking...

But yeah...oh well...I just want to know his answer. But yeah...I just go through the day knowing that each day is another day closer to being with my boyfriend! :D

Plus this morning I woke up and I was so tired...god...I didnt want to get up and I went to bed earlier yesterday...or I think I did...I lost track when my mom made me do the dishes with her...lol...silly mom.