sweetie itll be ok

*sighs hard*

connor....
i try to make things happy
i try hard to try and make everythign happy.....

....i cant even tell you how hard i work for everything......
even though it seems i do nothing.... even if i am useless... even if i am worthless....

connor, i try hard... for everything....
the harder i try... the harder.. more impossible it seems to get....





this isnt just with you.... okay?
...its just.... a lot....
im sorry

Like my Dad said when my dog bit me and I limped around for a month.
"Life sucks ass, promise me, but bad shit makes you more of a bad ass"
haha
Your a badass in my book

XDDD thanks


sounds like a cool dude, your dad

Haha, wish he was my real dad <3
But yeah, he gives lots of good advice. Sucks he doesn't have kids of his own.
"Don't cry over spilled milk, cause it's not crying over you."
my fave is
"There no true love, no dual fire, no soul mate.
But, if your willing to create a life together.
That's stronger than some BS romance novel"
or
"Cry all you want, but no one gonna listen for long cause you sound like a drowning cat.
So go scratch out their eyes to make them listen to you, Kitten"

Haha, Oh the times <3

XDDD

Life as always good. Illogical... unbalanced. Adam and eve set up the curse towards us all to suffer for their mistake. God done what is done. Life can never fully be happy as once was centuries ago. Only suffering and little happiness is allowed.

....this is fucking bullshit dude....
i cant be the only one thinking or saying that...

this shouldnt be how shit is. it really shouldnt...

If there was such a time for such a desire to happen true happiness that is lasting. Heaven.

what are you sugesting?

*hugs*

*squeezes you tight*

Because humans. Why do we even deserve happiness when we stomp out others. Human nature. Ambition. Greed lust. Hatred ego. Death of others.

......*sighs hard*..... note me.....

*stares irresponsive* nothing more then greedy bastards we are.

ikr?