Been a while...again
14 years ago
Sorry for so much inactivity(can not explain faves and submissions lol). Been so busy with college life lately. It's sucking me bone dry and has even drained my art ideas.
So yeah...art block...A nasty one, too. Those two I posted yesterday was pure luck.
And I swear I just felt my heart tear. Parents are supposed to encourage you and support you through school and decisions and help you find a nice comfortable place to stay, ye? To lay down some facts, I'm 21 and I'm looking at hopefully one more year in this sorry excuse for a college. I'm an adult, I expect to be treated like one. I was just told that I will not be moving in with a friend and all I said was my friend finally got an apartment across from the college. She's been homeless for 2 months, I'm relieved. Of course I would want to move in with her because of this home I'm living in prevents me from studying comfortably and I have to deal with a baby constantly screaming a crying. A majority of my homework requires listening for my ear training exercises! Not a baby!
So right now, I know my mother is trying to prevent me from having independence. She plans to keep me here as her child who has to ask permission to take a ride down the road just to grab some snacks from the gas station. Parents should encourage us to leave, not keep us trapped where we miss out on how to take care of ourselves in the real world. I will not live here after I graduate from CF. If needed, I will move out of Florida. >/
Sorry for the rant...I'm really hurt right now to the point of tears. I'm the most successful so far among three children and I'm trapped.
So yeah...art block...A nasty one, too. Those two I posted yesterday was pure luck.
And I swear I just felt my heart tear. Parents are supposed to encourage you and support you through school and decisions and help you find a nice comfortable place to stay, ye? To lay down some facts, I'm 21 and I'm looking at hopefully one more year in this sorry excuse for a college. I'm an adult, I expect to be treated like one. I was just told that I will not be moving in with a friend and all I said was my friend finally got an apartment across from the college. She's been homeless for 2 months, I'm relieved. Of course I would want to move in with her because of this home I'm living in prevents me from studying comfortably and I have to deal with a baby constantly screaming a crying. A majority of my homework requires listening for my ear training exercises! Not a baby!
So right now, I know my mother is trying to prevent me from having independence. She plans to keep me here as her child who has to ask permission to take a ride down the road just to grab some snacks from the gas station. Parents should encourage us to leave, not keep us trapped where we miss out on how to take care of ourselves in the real world. I will not live here after I graduate from CF. If needed, I will move out of Florida. >/
Sorry for the rant...I'm really hurt right now to the point of tears. I'm the most successful so far among three children and I'm trapped.

Zero12SJ
~zero12sj
D: </3 thats sading I hope you can find a way out soon and move on. cause thats unfair and tough to handle. Cheer up you will make it on your own and spread out your beautiful wings <3